The frozen memories are glimmering!

Just so happening these days and i hardly describe how amazing how awesome and how fun i actually passed my orientation week...everything turn out to be so different..something undeniable!!Yesh it is!!!Jumping about with excitement for the first day lou sang, roaring for the spontaneous bangsar shopping spree,screaming for the Sp darling meet up and shouting for the so called exercise at my place!See, how the orientation goes? What a bail of time we had,we spent?we crap...we talk..we bollocks and this the way we used to be in the past and we make it as an endless way! Was about to miss every history we had and no doubt, everything is just flashing in my mind in a random way right at this second! i miss and not to forget cathh's words to me..move forward darling if i disobey, i might get myself into trouble..since she is so in love to fry people sotong,the extraordinary sotong..and i know!! i will!

Well,couple days away till uni starts, get myself prepared and be another bright bubbly girl with bright smile intact on face...

s m i l e

lou sang, jessica place, bangsar

L O V E

Hola?

Tuning into a meaningful song that actually drives me to a state where my mind goes blankly.absolutely blank. and i'm emo right here.real lost..Was keep telling myself that thing will be fine and what will be will be.To be frank,i'm unable to control what go across my mind and off course my perception towards you...you are kind of caring friend i know but the word in bad to describe you is busybody and everything just go so shit because of you i think..perhaps this is the fact?you are just so being inconsiderate and not understanding at the same time.This is kind of absurd,is ridiculous enough you know..Not to say that i wanted to hurt you all the while since i know you but u are really pissed me off..i'm ticking you!!!This is something really out of your matter and you are not eligible in taking care of this business!! and you think what you are doing there is the right decision to clear this shitty shit?maybe we are different in the sense of figuring out problem but i will definitely do my part! Please,go away!!!

New start

Time flows without us knowing it and the 3 months long holiday is here to say goodbye....
Uni life officially started, and is time for me to pack my mood and switch it back to study mood!!anyway, i'm gona lead myself to another brand new life.Hoping things are going smooth and i can fully concentrate in my studies after all..everything will be fine,will be alright someday!! Let it be and a promise to myself: study hard is a must!! i know i can do it pretty good if i really put in my effort!

Best of luck sharon =)

ps: lou sang with e6 peeps

The sky turned grey!!

I care, seriously care every single things!!can someone teach me what to do for next?i know i'm good in pretending,but the matter is i cant control what goes to my mind every night before i turn in! and this is killing me!!

You, you, you ,and you!

real lost and restart?

spanking brand new year....

New Year Eve

• Helping out in the kitchen and cleaning up the house..
• scrumptious reunion dinner with the scallop and the lobster, uber nice.enjoyed with the family and video call with the sis in UK while we eating..is so pathetic anyway..
• wash the dish and prepare for fire crackers at fren's place but too bad..shit happened*
• The metal heart is so tough this time..

Day 1 of CNY

• Oh no..boom of guns early in the morning get me up and prepare myself to go temple with a bunch of relatives, an old trend
• another trend, after the 5 temples in a row, heading off to cendol to chill ourselves as the weather is so hell hot!!!!*scream*
• My house was packed with auntiesss unclesss and off cause the kidss that entertain and brought us fun..real fun happened...
• Collect ang pow =p
• Snoozed a while as i was unable to catch a restful night before the day!!refreshed after all
• Night Out: a drive to lake garden, tea @ prima..visiting friend's place, spotlight...See!!people everywhere as well as cars that lead to the traffic congestion and this is also the main causes of the bustling streets..
• Home so late!!

Day 2 of CNY

• eH eh..unable to get myself up today..no alarm set! and,Which fella says: start the journey to ah ma's place at 8 but wake up at 9??Yesh..the Brother.anyhow,i'm not the latest person who ready everything!!
• So quiet throughout the journey..mind is trying to stay calm..3 more days to go....
• Reached a place where sounds so CNY...
• helping out again and steamboat lagi.but taste with tom yam is a wee bit different from the one we had couple days ago!
• Crap with the uncle and the very first time drove estima to pick the couzz up from basketball court..
• The flies are so so annoying!!
• Bye kampung, visit u next time.....
• Wao...house is packed for the second time!!
• WTF= WHAT THE FUCK / FUCK THE WOMEN....bagus!!!
• Night out to a place that i never been to...what a nice and fresh experienced! but i'm weary and almost fall asleep ♥ ♥

well, more post will be made!

so malas now

till then

mwahhh♥

x o x o

See what i'm missing right now,right here :

I miss the moment in college.........

I miss the moment when we struggle for exam, presentation and assignment

I miss the Kinnas

I miss the camwhore session in class

I miss the moment when we had our breaky @ Mcd & Old Town and off course lunch at AC most of the time

I miss the moment when we go for snow flakes

I miss the moment when we read mag but not doing math =S

I miss Mr Tharam who was on fire when teaching us M.S

I miss Pn Nor's HAHAHAHAHHA

I miss Mr.lee who likes to scold our class for not paying attention

I miss Miss Audrey who always dismiss us earlier especially Thurs lesson

I miss Miss Rajani for being a nice lecturer

I miss the one week lecture Of msian studies we had in lecture theater 2

I miss the 80 staircases

I miss the moment when we say Hi and Bye to each other every weekdays

I miss Tuna puff & Bubble Tea

I miss Cat whiskers

I miss AC

I miss the ''group study'' which was so ''productive''

I miss.........................

I miss the last few chapter in college

I miss BBQ in Jess's place

I miss the moment when the rest are off to prom while the kinnas went off for their sing k session

I miss ah ying's house

I miss the one week lecture of moral studies

I miss the moment when we snapped group photos

I miss the moment when US were crying for unwilling to fall apart

I miss puteri hill

I miss steamboat

I miss carlos

I miss MOS

I miss decepticon who speed 180km/h to KL for breakfast

I miss pillow talk with Meow

I miss the girls who having farewell even though i wasn't there that day

I miss movie then dinner then movie again

I miss drinking partay

I miss crazy performance.....

I miss putih's house

The complete piece of puzzle....

will it be perfect all the time?

and who remembered that?

love always ♥

banyak miss =D

Hold this tight!!!

Josephine Tan 15 February at 01:09

Hey Sharon (Mrs Lee Pet) lol
9 hours till I leave this place which I had lots of memories with..
I’m not gonna leave it behind but I’ll bring it together with me..
Its like happen yesterday..when we had all those time together
I like the way we used to be but I it would be in memories and all in sudden I feel unreal ==
Maybe bcuz im scared to lost it ~~
Im scared and actually im not that tough to handle all those thing..im feeling weak n I’ll fell in anytime..i hope someone could hold me n cheer me up..i need friend, lots of friend like all of us
I noe I would not meet people like u guys…Amazing friends
Friends meant a lot to me and leaving them is definitely a big no no in my life..
Somehow Im gonna miss..a lot!!
But I’ll promised to be tough as what u said to me “Big girl dun cry”
Take Care

This songs is meaningful and I would love to dedicate to you:
这一刻 回头看见自己
这一路的风景 百感交集的我
下一刻 又将飞向哪里
渐渐疲惫的羽翼 为你披上了勇气
放心离开我 我会记得这一刻
那些还飞翔着 不可思意的梦
雨后的天空 会有绚烂的彩虹
像最初相信着 我们总会找到自由
这一刻 时间变成行李
越过生命悲喜 陪伴着我前进
因为你 让我看清自己
面对未知的恐惧 脚步更加坚定
放心离开我 我会记得这一刻
那些还飞翔着 不可思异的梦
雨后的天空 会有绚烂的彩虹
像最初相信着 我会找到自由
哦……只是远行 不是逃避
告别是为延续回忆永恒的华丽
你……要照顾自己 不要忘记
那些灿烂过的痕迹
放心离开我 我会记得这一刻
那些还飞翔着 不可思异的梦
雨后的天空 会有绚烂的彩虹
像最初相信着 我会找到自由 自由

Love always 永遠

Jose

p/s: so aint not going to update new year events till i free...

and....

she is......

anyway,

she is lost for the second time,

where should she starts from?

=)

This is not What so ever!!

let's see the reflection...

she is actually not so into mood

somehow she is pretend to be happy

sense of loss

and i'm feeling so annoy!!

all i wanted is peace

and can someone bring it to me?

life's so complicated

utmost down!

The latest....

too little,

but that's all i have

xoxo

please dont stop my day....

Well, should act reached hometown by today but sudden drinking session plan on joe's place hitting me..
7.30pm: The decepticon aka sze ying reached cath's place and picked us up and dine in @ sushi zanmai in One-U..chit chat, crap, fun, laughter
10.30pm: 7-11 to get coke
11.00pm: Reached joe's place.and drinking session started beside the pool..amazing!
2.00am: The moment when i was drunk because was in bad mood..keep on drinking to make myself numb...and finally i spilled out everything..
3.00am: war started...
5.00am : war ended
7.15am : catch some sleep before we off to breaky..but cath and joe's were awake all the night

8.15am : woke up and watch twilight alittle and hangover.....
10 am: breaky prepared by joe's maid.
10.30am: get ready to say goodbye and backed subang,that's the last meet up for me and the decepticon,she is going off to aussie in 8days time..will definitely miss u my girl....somehow we can meet up in coming april..*hug*
11.30am: Reached home and that's last meet up with joe in 10, he will be backed next year..yea..another fren who is going to leave msia for 3 years...so..take care!

misses, love, care

the little girl said: i duwan go back.....

tuning into: sexy bitch

oh no,no cable available here,proper post will nt be made till i reached taiping tomorrow..
well..landed in msia yesterday at 1pm sharp and headed down to sunway with the ginna.i'm awesome.woke up 3 in the morning and prepare myself to the airport.breaky a little in the airport.and baording at 7ish,guess what.the plane is so empty.i can act have a few rows of empty seats infront of me and resting mt stuffs there. and the plane is much more cozy as compare to the one which i went off on last thurs..i duno why,yet couldnt sleep well as im feeling umcomfortable to sit in the flight for doing nth beside listening to the music.but that's all i can do.no electronic devices allow for sure!Dokie.having blast in sunway right after i got home and get ready to wait my dear to pick me up...2 movie in a day till 11 ish.i gotta catch some sleep seriously,but the mind is so complicated..so ended up with pillow talked on the bed with cath till almost 4 in the morning.means,i was awake for a day and never had any proper rest at all.somehow i enjoyed this but this is in fact killing my health.no good no good.super bad.plus, tonight will have the very first drinking session in joe's place.awaiting for it.anyway.uni starting pretty soon,should chase back my study mood and prepare for a better tommorrow =)

love