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it has been sometimes

Time is ticking real fast. In a flick of an eye, this is already my 6th months in melbourne! It has been exactly 6 months since i last seen you. I remembered because that night was mummy's birthday and i went out with you for late night movie. that was one of all the outings which i felt so unwilling to get down from car and leave,   because i know i wont be seeing you anytime soon until next year.  saying goodbye is never easy to me. not at all. I know things will change as time goes by. I know we will not be able to make it for this relationship. I know there are much more things to consider. I know it is hard. So i never expect, but too bad, i fell too hard and this actually hurts.Things went so shitty when i first came here, but you were the one who told me, anything just talk to me, i'll always be there for you, this is also why i felt secure all the time.But now? Ya, everything went well at the beginning but slowly, we talk less, skype less and just forget about texting. We don't usually text each other. i got lost again and again until the phone call we had, i know it's time to give this a fullstop. No one is wrong, and i always believe time will brings us to where we belong to. if things are meant to happen , it will somehow happen in the future. get it?
takecare!

I don't miss you. I miss the laughs. The smiles. The good times. The way things were. 
and one thing i'm clear with is,
you will never know how much those days mean,




3776miles away 

hola

couple days away to end winter break and it's time of the month to back uni again. Hopefully coming semester wouldn't be as stress as previous semester.
Anyway im just looking forward to get uni done by the end of the year. Not to forget about my gold coast, sydney, new zealand and bangkok !

go girl !

Everyone has a story, no matter how beautiful the cover may be, there's always going to be a chapter in there that breaks yours heart.

blissful

Just ring mom to confirm their arrival date in Melbourne on December, i know mom and dad have waited this day for so long. I really hope that i wont disappoint them (well, my results never disappoint them so far). I'm not whatsoever gifted daughter or smart ass who doesn't need hard work but still can score high marks in exam. I'm just an ordinary one, who study smart, hard and give the best in every papers i can.You dunno how tough was past semester to me.  When i'm really stressed out halfway studying, mom will always be one who support and back me up. I dunno why, but whenever mom told me that she has already transferred money into my account, my heart will ache a little. Expenses in Aussie is really crazy and i know it costs dad a bomb. I really hope that they think it's worthwhile paying  me to study here. Even though daddy says he can afford that, still i don't want him to work so hard anymore. Really. All i want is to pull through another semester and pass my very last stage in uni.
Anyway  just want to thank my parents. They give me the best for everything, always !

daddy mummy
ILY

now or later

A huge sigh of relief after i checked my results, you don't know how much it bothers me throughout this break as i really got the feeling that i will fail at least one unit?  When i told him about it he was like you always told me the same thing but your results ended up good ! OKAY, you just don't know how to comfort me. Anyway,. i'm now one step closer to graduate. one more semester to go, hang in there!  


did my face just get rounder?
xoxo 

This situation is too intense until i couldn't sleep tight for the past few nights..Why is exam so stressful?

3 days left to my first paper. Seriously? and the worst part is i have three papers in a row this time.  i have no idea where to go at the moment to release all the stress that built inside me. At least mom will be the one who drag me out to malls or for some good food when i was in malaysia. But im all alone here with phone and laptop! The room is just like a pressure cooker, the only thing i can do is study, study and still study. What's wrong! cant wait to get this done as soon as now. 

STUUUREEESS !

too stress to think about, hey exam !

p/s: missing,stupid.so.much

Melbourne

It's pretty good to know that i started to adapt myself into this strange place

but still, i miss home 

Mummy, I MISS YOU ;')

imy?

Nothing hurts more than waiting since i don't even know what i'm waiting for anymore.

She,

missing you

;')

人海中遇見你

你的愛值得信賴 你的心靠在身邊
只要你在我就有許多夢想 只要你在我就有更多力量
親愛的我多麼幸運 人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的我多麼盼望 就從這一刻起和你分享所有感覺
親愛的我多麼幸運 人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的我多麼盼望 就從這一刻起和你分享真心的感覺
你的愛沒有保留 你的心獻給了我 只要你在我就有更多理想
與你同在就好像擁抱天堂
親愛的我多麼幸運 人海中能夠遇見你 親愛的我多麼盼望

每一天在這裡永遠永遠有家的感覺
親愛的我多麼幸運 人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的我多麼盼望 每一天在這裡永遠永遠有家的感覺
你的愛沒有保留 你的心獻給了我只要你在我就有更多理想
與你同在就好像擁抱天堂
親愛的我多麼幸運 人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的我多麼盼望 每一天在這裡永遠永遠有家的感覺
親愛的我多麼幸運 人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的我多麼盼望 每一天在這裡和你分享家的感覺

thanks for being here ;')

LDR

Long distance relationship is stronger. They mean alot more. Well think about it. trust is the biggest thing is a relationship. If u trust someone who lives hundred miles away, then that's beautiful. Sure you dont get to hug the person, kiss the person, wake up next to the person, but still you get to talk to them, hear them. Think about how amazing it's going to be when you finally get to meet them. And how perfect it's gonna be. You fight less, laugh more. They are hard, way more harder than alot of things, but they are worth it in the end.

Why let distance ruin your feeling for someone?

feelings are feelings, love is love,

that's not gonna change if it is real.

till then,

xo

hcumosuoygnissim

她, 想念他了.